Wednesday, February 18, 2009

I'm Drained

Wow! I'm really drained tonight. This is my first day off in about 10 days. I'm tired, I'm grumpy and I have to get up in a few hours for yoga. I don't want to go, but then I do. I need to. I love it. It's helped me lose so much weight in a surprising amount of time.

I feel I'm in a funk again. I just don't want to do anything. I think partly it's b/c I had a week where I forced myself into "odd" daylight hours for me and then working until 2 am. Not cool. Won't be doing that again anytime soon!!

I feel like I haven't really talked to Aaron deeply in a while. I miss that. It's pretty much been, "Hi, love you, bye, have a good night." Followed by a text sent on my "lunch hour" (10 pm) asking how my boys are. To which he replies, "fine" or something like that. Once in a blue moon (like tonight) he actually ask how I'm doing. It was nice.

Sometimes I think we're sinking into and endless void of nothingness. But then I read something, or there is a nice quote, and it makes me better. :-)


  1. You need some sleep and some good Aaron-time, that's for sure. Hopefully you can get that and feel better ASAP! Love you!

  2. I agree with Jan! Make some time to do something you love, even if you don't feel like it. Once you're in the midst of doing something for yourself and reconnecting with your spirit I think it well help you to find your way out of this funk.

    Hope you feel better soon...:)